Wednesday, February 29, 2012

I'm scared.


Rofl, so Happy Leap Day! Today was nuts, I think it really affected the kids at the daycare... they were nuts-zo. I also got to tye dye at the daycare today! Like 50+ shirts... I love getting paid to do what I like to do. It was awesome.

I've been listening to this song over and over and over again, it's so beautiful D':

So I caught the bus this afternoon to help the kids off and into the daycare. I'm walking down our driveway with the kids and this little girl grabs my hand and walks w/ me down the driveway. I don't mind of course, I'm their teacher! P stops to talk with me and she's still holding my hand so I tell her to go put her stuff up, I turn to P and kinda giggle and I said, "She just grabbed my hand and I was like, alright!" Then what P said really hit me, "She does that with me usually too. She doesn't have a mom, we're really the only female figures in her life." T . T Kinda really upset me... I just want to love on that girl and hug her. I feel so bad for these kids, my heart hurts for them.

I found a website, because I was looking at cosplay, dedicated to posting pictures of fat Yuna cosplayers. They're so mean to people! O.O It's horrible... Like what they say! I can't believe it. It makes me wanna work harder to shed some poundage and tone my muscles! >:D That and I don't want to be made fun of.... XP

I've been playing Dissidia! So beauuutiful graphics and I love how it's all the Final Fantasys together, it's like a dream come true! 

I use to want to be a hippie... I actually use to dress very hobo-ish and boho-ish. I have gotten rid of them mostly because that's when I was larger, but I really love the hippie/boho style.

Keep your head up
Don't let the circumstances bring you down
Even though the problems continue to mound, and don't seem as if they will let up
Stop focusing on what is around

Those problems can be overcome
Lessons are to be learned
But don't let tensions overwhelm
Happiness has to be earned

Have faith and hope
Don't let nonsense break your focus and inner peace
God will help you cope
And the problems will soon cease

Trust in me
I am here to stay
And follow the lead
God will be there to show us the way."

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Book Fair >:D

I just finished my statistics homework at 7:11 a.m. which was like 6 minutes ago! Yay! *Don't worry I slept and just woke up early to get it outta the way! XD

Okay so the book I've been reading/read is called "Getting Back On Track" and yes, it's a weight loss book. But it is totally what I needed to hear. She talks about how God wants to help us, no matter what. And when we give Him all of our trust and obedience, He will help us. She talks about the "Triple Dare" which is for 16 weeks you have to believe Him, trust Him, and obey Him.  You have to cut out certain types of foods. It truly is an amazing book.

In times of keeping myself accountable I have prayed "Lord, I'm going into the kitchen now. Please give me the strength to not eat something that I shouldn't, so that I may glorify you with my decisions." It has worked. I want to spend more time with God and I know that, this is going to be my way of doing so. I need to get a Bible Study to do.

Yesterday before I got my paycheck, and I do tithe, but I felt like I needed to give $100 of it. At first I was like YEAH, I can do that. But then as soon as I got my paycheck I started worrying and not wanting to, but I did.

God is doing awesome things! I'm so pumped about A-Kon 23! And spreading His word :3

Friday, February 24, 2012


I am like a zombie, seriously.

Things I need to get done before tomorrow/things I need to tackle:
1. Statistics homework
2. Discussion questions in Psychology classes
3. Taxes!
4. Start laundry
5. One week behind on 365 days D:

I've been reading an awesome book, I'll have to tell you more about it later. But it's amazing.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Girl's gotta love like, whoa.

Trying to clean my pit of a room before I'm gone for the week. This week, however, I plan to get homework done BEFORE the weekend so I can actually enjoy it and not stress out. I am super super ready to finally get started on my room too. So this weekend, I totally wanna do it.

There are four extra kids at my house O.O 8 children in my house... in my room. Caelynn, Alex, Ariana, Ambri, Ruger, Ana, Miracle, and Gabby. So mannnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I feel like I live at a daycare right now. rofl

I started a book on Friday called "Keeping a Princess Heart, in a not-so-fairy-tale world" and so far it's pretty good. I got it at Mardel's Thursday, it was on the "bargain shelf" rofl. I also got a book called "Captured by Grace" and "Back on Track: a 16-week challenge to help you reach your weight-loss goals." I'm super excited about them because I haven't really read a book for myself in a long time. Probably since the last Twilight series came out... well besides manga. But that doesn't really count cause it has pictures XD

I'm so stoked, I only have $800 on my school bill left, then, then then I CAN START ON COSPLAY! My next couple checks are going solely to my school bill so I can be freeee! Free *sobs* and I need to still do my taxes, which can also go towards cosplay stuff. I'm excited!

*dances* Sighh, well right now I'm watching Bleach at least trying too. I'm almost done cleaning my room, sorta. I need to catch up on my 365 but right now I feel so blahhh. Maybe once I clear off my working space I'll feel a lot better, I always tend to when I do.

I had so much fun this weekend! Hanging out with you guys (Cheryl, Sable, Meghan, Ray, Becky)!!! We need/and should do it more often. I'm going to come up with the A-Kon 23 pamphlets and totals of everything, so we should come up with a date to meet. Yeeyeah! I'll make a pie chart too.

Love ya :3

P.S. The girl below as Cinderella and Aurora is actually Alex and Ambri's biological half cousin. She works at Disneyland and is a model for Hollister. She's so pretty! 

Saturday, February 18, 2012

just close your eyes.

I love this song! I've been listening to it over and over and over again. I love it even more because it's totally out of Taylor's box, and just the original music video is beautiful.

Sauyer Eli was born at 9:24 a.m. weighing 9 lbs and 5 oz and 20 inches long! He's a chunk but he's a cute chunk. :3 Ruger is so excited about his baby brother. It's weird to think there's going to be two now lol.

BUH, I just got done with my statistics homework and I've been working on it since two! I have some make up work but if I can't figure it out I'm just going to go to bed. I'm super tired and haven't been able to get any sleep the past couple of days. Next week I totally wanna finish my work way WAY before the weekend so I can just chill over the weekend, maybe get my room cleaned and start on painting.

I got a couple of shirts from Goodwill today as well. I tye-dye shirt, a cute pink tank top, a long sleeved shirt dress it's purple/blue/teal-ish, and a pink/peach shirt with hearts on it. There were a lot of cool stuff I found but I don't like buying stuff that isn't half off that week, XD.

I'd say, yeah! School out Monday! And usually I get monday's off too... but since the school IS out I have to go to work at the older daycare. *sigh*