Monday, May 23, 2011

"Girl, you've got to be what tomorrow needs."

I love this video. It makes me want to be active. I wish I could help in someway, you know? 

I was sick all day yesterday. I woke up around 10 a.m. yesterday to a throbbing migraine and found out that my mom was sick too. She was throwing up all night. Her and I had the same thing at Olive Garden, fettuccine alfredo. Darn you pasta! Haha, so I took 4 ibuprofen and slept till about 1? When my mom came in and gave me two Tylenol pm , which from there I moved into the living room because I thought I felt better... sat on the couch, ate some saltines, and when I tried getting up I was super dizzy then I passed out on the couch. Woke up around 5ish and was told to go back into my room where I slept till 10, texted Cheryl, went to the bathroom, got a drink of water, feel back asleep and woke up at 7 a.m. today. What an exciting Sunday. It's like yesterday never happened because I slept it away. Thank goodness I had my memory foam to use.

TOMORROW IS MAI BIRTHDAY! lol, I took the day off. Work doesn't know the real reason why, but I took it off because I didn't want to go to work on my birthday. I'm glad that they didn't ask. I'll probably just run around the house screaming. Right now I'm deciding whether or not I want to go swimming in the freezing cold pool or not... rofl. One good thing about being sick and sleeping all day is that I didn't eat at all XD and lost some weight, like two pounds. Haha, so I'm gonna start working out to keep it off and loose more weight!

Two weeks, three days, 13 hours, 56 minutes till AKON! I'm so excited. I practiced some of my music today. That's about it. XD I need to do some touch ups on Videl and finish Azula. But I feel like a burden to everyone, I need to learn how to sew. It'll be my goal. I promise!

Sigh, well have a fantastic day everyone! :3

Tuesday, May 17, 2011


What a stressful emotional roller coaster I've been on today.

1st: I acidentially ordered another wig. "How do you do that?" Well, I honestly don't know. I was browing my purchase history, and my internet was being slow, I was randomly clicking, and I guess I clicked a button or two while the page was frozen or in between loading and purchased one. "But don't you have to type in your debit card numbers?" I have it linked to my pay pal, which seems like a stupid idea now that I look at it... but the seller was really understanding, canceled the transaction and refunded the money to me. Thank you!

2nd: I cut my bangs on my wig. I am kinda of worried that they're too short... and choppy, but when you think about it... it won't really matter. Her bangs are suppose to be short, choppy, crazy.

3rd: The book store wouldn't buy my textbook back. Originally they had an issue because there was a page torn out that had a code on it. A lady in my class called the publisher and the publisher told her that they tore it out before the sold them to the college bookstore. The manager of the book store and the publisher talked, and even after talking and knowing that it wasn't our faults, still won't take the book back.

4th: Work. It's getting stressful. Don't get me wrong I like my job and my boss, but recently I've just been really irritable. I don't know why. I don't know if they job is getting old for me or what. Most of it is like, I do so much for the daycare, work extra hours and don't get paid for them, and don't receive any credit. I know you're suppose to feel like, doing something good and just feeling good about yourself yada yada, but seriously. Over the clock and not getting paid? They could totally get sued. Some of the kids are just out of control too. And, I don't know....

5th: I have a huge load of dishes in the sink I have to do... but I don't want to D':

Other than that, everything is going great! 22 more days till A-Kon! Ahhh and cosplay is going great, with the help of my friends! >.< Cheryl you are my hero! Thank you so much, I am in your debt. For sure.

And my birthday is a week from today! I need to figure out a day/time when I can do something for it.. because I have family coming this weekend, going to Arkansas next weekend. Insane. But you know, I'm super excited.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Leaves my body glowing.

"Kiss me kkkkkiss me, infect me with your love and fill me with your poison."

It's stuck in my head. Haha! I'm actually listening to it now... for the millionth time! Yeah. 4 weeks from now we'll be at A-KON and most likely done with the first day! Ah, I'm so excited. And I'm so excited to start on cosplay tomorrow! >.<

It's kinda personal, but I have a "female" doctor appointment again.... I hate those. I think the only thing I'm looking forward to is having to weigh in. Because I've totally lost weight since I've been there and not only is cosplay a drive to loose weight, but so is this. And I'm on a mission to prove my doctor wrong, you know, since she thought I was sexually active and what not. Silly doctor, not everyone does that.

I wore my hair half up today and I kind felt like Suki! Except for I don't have her hair color lol. I also did a no no today. Since I went to bed at 12 or 1 this morning, I was groggy this morning. Sluggish. So I found m&ms and monsters and partook of them. (I know 12 donuts and my parents got 24 for sunday morning) BARF, I smelled those donuts and took a punishment that way. But ANYWAY the caffeine intake just killed me. Growing up I was sort of allergic to caffeine, it would cause me to get major migraines, those really are horrible. So today I almost got one but narrowly avoided it with ibuprofen. So lesson of the day: Mattie go to bed early. Mattie don't eat/drink anything that has caffeine in it. Mattie stick to your diet, you feel so much more energetic and good when you do so.

I made another Avatar video to Katy Perry's E.T., the version without Kayne, the better one. If you haven't seen it, you should. Go to the youtube page and "thumbs" up on it and leave comments! Yay!

This summer is going to be magical. I haven't decided what I'm gonna do for my b-day... but it seems like I have to have two parties booooooooo. But I kinda wanna play volleyball (ember island lol), swim, cookout, tiki torches..

Thursday, May 12, 2011


AKON in like... four weeks! AH!

Okay, now I gotta go to school to take my last final, wish me luck!

Monday, May 9, 2011

We so excited.

I know I am!

So I think I have my contact issue solved. One of the places never got back with me, so I had to cancel my order. But I ordered some other honey and blue colored lenses off of amazon, I needed a trusted website. XP And they said that they would come in in a couple of days, cross your fingers!

Cosplay (My to do list):

Videl: (These things are easy)
Take my shirt in a bit
Boots / Socks
Yellow hair ties
Sew on school patch
Blue contacts
New UFC gloves

Azula: (Hardest D: )
Armor - black leather-ish material? Gold/Red trim? Upper
Lower armor skirt thing, black red trim
Gold Belt w/ pendant
Red poofy pants
Red long sleeve shirt
Elbow to hand darker red glove/bracer w/ gold trim
Find boots
Decorate boots
Honey contacts

Sailor Moon: (I don't know if I'll do this for AKON)
Fix wig :'(
Blue contacts
Spray paint boots
New bow

But you know, I guess I'm not that worried about. I mean, once I start on something I'm totally glued on it until I finish it. And I'm a pretty fast learner. Haha. 

Two more finals left, have to push harder... but my mind is already on the summer and looking forward to conventions. And watching anime. Like BLEACH! I'm hooked and I wanna cosplay as Orihime, of course in the future. lol

Alright, if you need me I'll be going crazy with excitedness watching anime and working on my backbends. OH yeah.