Sunday, September 8, 2013

It don't mean a thing if I give you my heart.

That Gatsby song is stuck in my head... but I accidentally bought/downloaded the explicit version DDDD: It says "gd" in it.. boo. I'm gonna delete it totally, just bummed that I paid for it. XP OH WELL.

Sorry guys I've been super angsty, emo, withdrawn in pretty much every aspect of my life. I've been snappy and mean... forgive me.

I haven't really been right with God either. I've been "stuck" and really just lukewarm. I'm kind of lost and confused right now and I don't know why. I feel stuck in life right now and all aspects of my life is suffering. Pray for me please :)))

Tomorrow is my test... I'm procrastinating studying right now, ACTUALLY. I'm practicing my "English Language and Grammer" AMIRIGHT?!? lol, no just procrastinating. I'm good at that. I'm about to make my flash cards. I'm pretty confident on a lot of things... just not fractions and Chemistry. XP /dies

I downloaded the whole Tangled soundtrack, NO REGRETS. I love it so much. I'm so excited for Disney on Ice this weekend. It's really been a light at the end of this tunnel. I'm glad that Korra is this weekend as well.. but I just haven't been as pumped I guess. I don't know why /flails

I'm also glad that all of my shows are starting back up!!

Well I should attempt to refresh myself on Chemistry.. oh the periodic table.

I am thankful for:

-Jesus dying on the cross for my sins. As the song says, "I'll never know how much it cost, to see my sins upon the cross." And that God is waiting for me constantly with open arms, even when I mess up.

- For my family that I take for granted sometimes or let my frustrations upon. Who sometimes I'm really mean and ugly to. But they still love me for me.
-My friends that I can always talk to about anything. Who will love me and back me up no matter how stupid or weird I am.
-For life, everyday that I am able to wake up and take breath.
-For my room.. even though I hate it and it needs work and it's hot.... I still have a room over my head. I have a place to call home.
-For a job, that even though I complain a lot about (which I need to stop) I have one and many don't.