Wednesday, January 19, 2011

One more time! -dances-

I'm in a baking mood. <3

Mmmmm, I had veggie meatballs, whole grain brown rice pasta, and organic pasta sauce with no sugar. YUM! It was really good, in all seriousness. Though I could have gone for some bread sticks. XD I only have five more days left of this fast and I think that I'll keep some of it's principals. I feel so much better not having any sugar and other fatty foods. I feel more energetic. But the first thing I will partake of is a nice cold diet coke. Haha!

I don't know how to say this, but I think I'm being called into being a missionary. It's been kinda heavy on my heart for a while, but it terrifies me. People get killed sharing His word, this is serious business. I'm going to be praying about it... I know I want to be a nurse but I also know that I want to help people. Homeless people in America have always been something that I feel passionate about. As silly as that sounds.... I've always felt that I've had it so good and they have nothing. No family, no shelter, no nothing. Crazy. But God knows what he has in store for me and His will will be done.

So this week is suppose to be the week where everyone gives up on their New Year's resolutions, BUT NOT ME! :3 Here are my New Year's Resolutions:
1. Get closer to God and strengthen our relationship.
2. Get fit and thin!
3. Learn to sew and take some classes.
4. Have a wonderful year full of surprises.
5. Be more outspoken.
6. Do fantastic in school.

And I shall accomplish all of them! Haha, mmmmmmmyes man. Which I'm really liking my classes so far even though I have so much to do! Ugh. So you've heard the song "Maybe I'm Amazed" by Paul McCartney? If you haven't you've probably been living under a rock... ha ha just kidding.

It's an amazing song. I love this song! And every time I hear it, it makes me want to be like that for a guy.

"Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you.
Baby I'm a man, maybe I'm a lonely man.
Who's in the middle of something,
that he doesn't really understand.
Baby I'm a man and maybe your the only women
who could ever help me.
Won't you help me understand."

Uh! It's just so full of devotion and stuff. That and I love Paul McCartney! And he wrote this for his wife, who is the blonde lady singing backups in the video. And with Valentine's Day running full speed around the corner I kind of wish I had a guy to spend it with. Thoughhhhhh I know I don't need a guy to be happy, because I have tons of awesome friends who love me and appreciate me. And I've been praying about it, because I'm not settling for just anyone. XD


  1. Mattie! I love you! :D You doing your fast is sooo inspirational, and I'm so proud of you! I have such trouble finding myself trying to give up certain foods, I don't know how you do it @_@! I bet it really does strengthen your trust and relationship with God. I really want to try something like that too. :3

    Yay, cosplay! You're getting me so pumped for it, which is good, cause I don't want to be stressin' out too much. xD

    And yay sewing! I want to take some classes too, maybe over the summer :3 I was gonna' take one at UCO here, but, it just didn't end up working out ^^; I'm excited to learn more though so I can make more and more legit cosplays!

  2. Thanks! It's hard no doubt but it does get easier! I think I might adapt a lot of it into my normal diet! It's also helped me keep off some weight!

    OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHMYYYYGOODNESSS cosplay. I am so ready for the summer! >.<

    We're all going to be amazing. Yesss! Haha

  3. Mattie!! thats so amazing you feel called to the ministry!!! Im so happy for you! God Bless you!Thats so awesome, I can totaly see you doing that. Gods got great plans for you. ^^ I've felt that call too, and its so scary... I find myself running away from it often. :( I feel called to misson work in China >< But even though its scary God will give us the strength when we need it. ^^ I'll be praying for you Mattie ^^ Me and meghan will be here too , we should all pray together about witnessing some time. ^^

    and I totaly know how you feel about the Valentines Day... *sigh* But we will just have to keep our heads up. ^^ Gods got that special guy out there for you someday, I just know it. ^^ The hard part is being patient, and I know I am very impatient myself. lol XD Gods shaping us into Godly women! Its so exciting!! ^^ I think we should do something fun on V-Day. Make cookies or something ^^ Lets not let it get us down. Besides we have the best guy of all anyway. and thats Jesus! ^^ and you are absolutely right! we dont need b/fs to be happy. ^^ What amazing friends my life has been blessed with. ^_^ Love you mattie! ^^

  4. Yes we should do something! Watch anime and bake things! I've got some really cool sprinkles too :3