Sunday, January 15, 2012
Who do you think you are?
This is, like, the first time for me to get on the computer in almost a week. I've been either working at the daycare or babysitting and when I do have time to myself I hang out with friends or I'm usually sleeping. Today I packed up my room in boxes so they can finish my room. I'm totally excited to get this thing done! :D
So they turned my Uncle off Saturday and he passed away. His viewing is Tuesday and the funeral is Wednesday. I cried the other day. It's crazy to think that someone can be here one day and not the next. Crazy and scary. I've only been to one other funeral that was my Mamaw's funeral in May 2009. My cousin's are my age, I can't imagine losing my Dad.
I have some weird upper respiratory thing and a sore throat. It stinks... when I try to laugh all I do is cough. Buh! We ended up not going to church this morning. My mom was in pain all yesterday and she's still today. Then me and the kids got back last night at 12:30 ish? I can't remember. I think I'm getting sick because of my lack of sleep. But I'm eternally grateful for the extra sleep this morning.
At the daycare last night, "This is my teacher, Mattie."
"Oh hi Mattie, I'm soandso." "Hi :3"
"So do you go to school here in Piedmont?"
"I actually go to school at OSU-OKC." "Oh, oh I'm sorry."
I've been doing great on the Daniel Fast, last week of it! The 21st is our last day! I think that I'll keep on it though, I mean I haven't really been losing a lot of weight. I think I've lost like 5 pounds or so.. not that much of a difference. Though I haven't really been working out like I should, I've just been busy or tired. I think also because I've been eating almost like this anyways. I wasn't much of a meat eater or a milk drinker only on occasion. What really I cut out was soda, I was a devout soda drinker. And cutting out sugar. XD This fast has made me renew my love for oranges <3 My new year's resolution is giving up soda for sure and I wanna grow out my hair.
Becky you really touched me when you said that I look good with short hair because I've been feeling really ugly lately and over my hair. It really helped me. I'm sorry that I'm always so down about how I look. Secretly I do really have a grudge about myself. I'm always thinking maybe if I looked thinner or if I had longer hair maybe people would like me more. I don't know, just blah.
I know what I have to do to loose weight. I have to work out hardcore. That's how I lost weight in highschool and last year. I need to start running and working out again. But I need someone to hold myself accountable. Like someone text me and ask me if I've worked out. Because I will not hold myself accountable and then I'll slack off and be a bum.
I really want to be a good Yuna. :(