Sunday, April 17, 2011
This place's about to blow.
You'd tell me if I looked ridiculous in cosplay, right? Please tell me if I can't pull it off, I don't want to walk around and look stupid. I just want to be hardcore and intense and legit. But right now I don't feel like any of it... I guess I've been secretly depressed. I'm constantly thinking/battling/hating my weight. Always and I know that's not healthy.
I know loosing weight won't solve all the problems in the world, but I just want to feel pretty on the outside. Sometimes I just feel so heavy and weighted to the ground. I get very short breathed fast and I want to change that. I'm doing it for myself, I want to be better.
*raises right hand*
I will give up:
1. Soda. Yep no regular soda and no diet soda of any kind. It's filled with chemicals and I need to drink more water anyway.
2. Sugars. No candy, ice cream, cookies, nada. I need to replace these items with fruits, natural sugars.
3. No crackers, chips, or bleached/enriched wheat.
If me or Cheryl violate our diets, we have to eat 10/12 donuts as punishment. Yuck. And I'm totally upping my exercise. 8 more weeks till A-Kon, let's do our best! >.<