Saturday, March 3, 2012

"I've... learned how to smile... Even when I'm feeling sad."

I feel defeated. I don't want to care anymore.

The lady I nanny for is moving in July to Washington D.C., my parents are worried that they're going to offer me to go with them, but I was thinking... it'd be nice to get away. What if there was something there for me? I wouldn't go, I'd break my Mom's heart. At least it's nice to know that I'd be missed.

I'm probably blowing things out of proportion, because I always do.

Well I've wasted an hour of moping around, time to do some Statistics.

1 comment:

  1. :( I'm sorry you're feeling like this, Mattie... but of COURSE you would be missed. I'd be horribly sad if you left; like really bittersweet I guess, cause if there are better opportunities out there you desire, you should go for them, but it would really suck with you gone... You are just such a wonderful blessing and an amazing person, we'd be missing a wonderful, fantastic piece of our awesome friend and family blueberry pie... <333 -big hug!-