Countless frustrations have not cowed me.
I am still alive, vibrant with life.
The black cloud will disappear,
The morning sun will appear once again
In all its supernal glory."
I need to keep my chin up, seriously. I need to focus on school. I need to have more faith in God and quit worrying. And I need to not be so hard on myself.
Spring break, here I come. I know that statement kind of cancels some of the ones above, but I'm totally ready for a break. I need a deep exhale, seriously. Even though I do work 8 to 6 most days (uhhhh) haha, it'll be a nice relief.
An old friend wants to meet up with me. Honestly, I'm kind of afraid. I mean, I haven't heard from her in almost a year. Why now? You know... Ugh, mabye I'm just being stupid and over working the situation.
I've actually been to this carrosel right here. It's in Paris, France XD
I rode it too. lol
Wow, I haven't checked blogspot in a while! Im sorry!! >< But awwww Mattie... which friend wants to meet up? :( I don't blame you for feeling uneasey. When I went out to California, one of my really old friends named Victoria wanted to hang out, and she had liked changed a LOT since I moved. She's into partying and she has sex with her b/f. Pretty much she's into really bad things now... :( It was hard to see her, but at the same time, I took the opportunity to be a witness to her. I tried to talk to her about God. :) She didn't really listen, but she could see I was different. :) So I hope it was a witness to her. Maybe you can pray about it before you meet who ever it is, and God will give you wisdom with the right words to say. ^_^ I love you Mattie. ^_^ Everything happens for a reason. Maybe God wants to work something out through all this. I'll be praying for you. And yay Spring Break! X3 You deserve a break! Im sorry you have to work so much though. :( man I wish we could work together. :( *sigh* we have to try and hang out over spring break if we can. X3 Ok sorry this is getting so long. lol!! Love you Mattie! Oh and the pictures are so pretty! and man! You rode on that carrosell?! That is soooo Awesome!!! 0.0 It looks like something out of a dream!
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