Sunday, September 9, 2012


I am alone.


  1. *hugs* I love you honey.. I'm sorry you're feeling like this... :( Maybe this trip shouldn't last as extensively as 5 months? I mean, you've seemed happy a few times, but a lot of the time it seems like you're lonely or upset. I wish there was a way for you to meet different people outside just the couple you're babysitting for...

    Or maybe you should just come back sooner. Not like right now or right away, just sooner than planned. I'd say you've gotten a taste enough of what it's like there, being somewhere different than Oklahoma, away from your life, etc.... :/ I don't want to seem like a negative Nancy or pushing you to come back, but I just want what's best for you. And I'm not sure if this sort of lonely isolation is..

    But also, looking into the positives. It's a great time to figure yourself out. Grow closer to God, spend your times when you feel loneliest praying to Him and understanding He is there for you, despite you feeling like no one else is... And even though we're not there with you physically, we, your friends and family and those that love you, are ALWAYS here as well...

    I love you Mattie, and will be praying for you dear. :)

  2. I agree with Meghan... ;___; Love you Mattie!! We are always here for you. Hugs