Come morning light.

CHERYL, this video has spoilers, watch at risk. XP

I'm sick to my stomach.The pressure to be picture perfect or pretty or fit is really getting to me. I wore a tank top today, and I know one of my most hated features on my body is my arms. I hate my arms. And the more I thought about it... I'm going to really be baring my arms for all in Yuna.

I'm panicking, I feel stressed and pressed for time. I wish it could be like magic to wake up one day and accept yourself and love yourself or wake up and be thin. It sucks when your body really prefers to be bigger, it really does.

In other news, I'm done nannying for the week. Thank goodness, I'm glad to be home. :3 

☆ Carry me home tonight. ★

This video (above) is amazingly edited, therefore, you must watch it.

Here's my weekly schedule:
Sunday: Nanny 7p.m. to 6:30 a.m.
Monday: Daycare 8-6 p.m, Nanny 7p.m. to 6:30 a.m.
Tuesday: Daycare 8-6 p.m., Nanny 7p.m. to 6:30 a.m.
Wednesday: 8-1p.m.
Thursday: 8-10a.m.
Friday: 7-6p.m.

So the beginning of my week is pretty psycho, but the end part of it is alright. I'm totally pumped because I'm going to go get my third piercing for my ear... :D For my Yuna earrings :D I'm so excited :D And with all these hours I'm putting in, and the tax money I'm getting back, I do believe I'm just going to order a wig for Yuna. :3

I've been doing, alright. I just need to stay positive, but it's so easy for me to talk myself down. When it comes to myself or self image, I'm just so negative and hateful towards myself.

I hope you guys will agree with me and I hope the others will as well, but I truly believe that after we get done with our garage sales and other fundraisers, we need to tithe 10% of it. Because in all honestly, it all belongs to God anyways and we need to glorify Him in all that we do. Every week, as bad as it sounds, I tithe and I think man I could really do this or that with this money, but I just push that out of my mind.

Another thing I need to work on is my relationship with God. I know I'm definitely not where I am suppose to be. I need to give everything to Him, I need to put my trust in Him.

I bought a pretty spring dress from Kohl's today that I plan on wearing for Easter :3 It's super cute.

Finally.

Sleep in till 10, check.
Watch Harry Potter marathon, check.
Wait for mailman, check.
Be lazy, check.

I'm feeling much better today. Last night I just felt like I was going to get super sick, I rushed home and took Tylenol and buried myself in my bed.

Caelynn and I went to the dollar store and bought an Easter egg dying kit, peeps, and some malt ball egg things.

Guess what came in the mail today O.O

MINE AND CHERYL'S YUNA EARRING(S)!!!!!!!!!!!!

As soon as I got it I had to put it on. I love it! It's so awesome... it makes me super pumped for cosplay. And makes me wanna work out harder.

I think I might go outside and work on our front flower beds, I really wanna get some bulbs to plant. I want a lush garden this year!

Happy Spring Break, y'all.