Wednesday, March 13, 2013
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I got to go on a walk and just listened to hymns. It was amazing and peaceful to just walk around praising God. Worshiping always makes me cry, lol, I don't know it just does. Like really truthfully giving it my all, I just cry. Not that I'm sad or anything, but just amazed how much He loves me and how much He is rooting for me no matter what.
It seems with every step I try to take towards a better relationship with God I get swatted at by worldly things/"me"/etc. This song has really spoken to me... "I need thee every hour" because I truly do. I need Him every hour, every second.
I need to learn to pray through everything, no matter how small it is. Nothing is too small to Him.
I am so very excited about this weekend! I just can't wait to see everyone's faces >.< It's going to be so much fun! I miss everyone so much. You have no idea.
I hope everyone is well and not stressing out too much over it... it should be fun! Not stressful! You're going to look amazing no matter what ;))
So other than that.. HOW IS EVERYONE? lol :) I'm great! I'm so stoked about this summer! I am ready to finish/decorate my room.
I don't know if you've heard... Brant is actually going into the Air Force for three years, I think he leaves soon, this month.. maybe even this week. I think it will be good for him, help him mature/grow up a little. Learn a bit of respect.. I've been hearing he hasn't been treating my mom very well, which really makes me sad.
I also can't wait to be back with my family.. to really help them out. I really cherish them and I feel like I've missed out on a lot with them. Being away from them really has made me think about what is really important in life.
I think I'm coming back around May 11th ish... so I'm going to take my time and hang/chill/help out with my family and then probably go back to work at the daycare June 1st. GUESS WHAT?! lol, Rhiannon is going to be working with me at the daycare. I'm kind of stoked about it.. because I LOVE HER AND MISS HER! Ha ha! This will be really good for her too..
I miss you all! Love you!