I don't know what to do and I feel like I'm being pulled in all different directions. As you may or may not know, the lady I nanny for is moving to Maryland/Washington D.C. Her husband is having to do rotations there in order to become a surgeon/doctor. So she'll need someone to watch the baby, seeing that she'll be working full time as a OBGYN (doctor) as well.
Here's where I come in. They're moving in August, they'll be gone for five years, but since I won't be doing anything this coming fall, they want me to stay from August to December. They're even looking for a house that will have a room just for me... I honestly don't know what to do or what to say.
Yes, it'd be awesome to go away and do something totally different and out of the norm, but I'd get so homesick and miss my family/friends. I mean, there are tons of positives like they have a car I can drive, I'll get paid being there, I won't have to pay for anything but my own personal stuff... but I'll be stuck on the other side of the United States, they'll be at work all day and I'll be at the house all day with the baby, by myself.
My mom said I should go ahead and do it, that I won't ever get another chance to do something like this. That it's only for four months.. she said she'll be sad that I'm gone but happy that I'm doing something new.
I just don't know.. and I need to tell them soon because they're looking for a house. I just feel so stressed.. like a ball of stress/anxiety balling up in my throat. Buhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.